I’M sick. That ain’t no excuse

I felt like crap.  I wanted to go to sleep.  I did not want to film stuff or edit but if I didn’t I’ll fall behind a little.  So what does that mean, stop being such a pansy and do your job.  You made a commitment so stick with it.  Quit complaining about a little caught, fever, flem, sniffles, running noise and a slight head ache.  Man up or else.

It was really hard to shot a video about how to keep a drill stable.  It took about an hour but I got through it.  I’m glad I stuck with it because I feel like I was able to overcome that little guy I’m my head saying, “Hey take a nap.  You can do this later.  That’s right I want you to fail.  I’ll get you my pretty.”  I’m still a little sick, hehe.

I need patience

I wan’t people to watch my videos now.  I don’t want to wait.  I want people to put comments on my videos.  I don’t want to wait.  I want people to tweet me.  I don’t want to wait.  I only have three video up and I want to get feed back now.  I need to have more patience.  If after six months I have no subs or view then I know this was a wasted effort.

How Long Should A Vlog be?

I’m not too sure on how long should a vlog be?  I don’t want to bore my audience (that doesn’t exist yet).  I also don’t want to make it too short because when I see a video’s time that’s not too long I don’t bother watching.  For now I’m going to leave it as a 1 minute vlog.  Another reason why I’m going to keep it short is because I really don’t have much to say.

I feel so stupid

I decided to not only load tutorial videos but a vlog (a vomit log about my random thoughts).  Every Mondays will be some kind of tutorial video and every Friday will be a vlog (again vomit log).  The one thing about doing  vlogs is that I feel so stupid just talking to the camera.

It’s like its judging me and making fun of me while it records all of my nuances.  I hate it, so then why do it?  I kind of like it.  I like talking about my random thoughts but I hate having it on record.  I don’t know if I’ll keep up the vlog.  Time will tell.